I've never been in a fight before... My brother has, but it's just with fists, not real weapons. It wasn't deadly. It's... normal to fight for your life, right? If somebody attacks you?
[ ittttttt's complicated is what it is. a very personal. ]
Yes. Make sure you remember the people around you, and remind yourself of who you are.
Don't ever forget that, hold strongly to it. You will blame yourself, but you should remember that you can forgive yourself too. It doesn't mean you stop feeling awful about it.
For now, you should make sure to rest as much as you can. It isn't something you need to worry yourself with, know that. We'd rather have you here alive.
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My brother has, but it's just with fists, not real weapons.
It wasn't deadly.
It's... normal to fight for your life, right? If somebody attacks you?
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i don't feel betterr about it
is that normal too
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It clings to you, but... to feel it this deeply isn't forever.
But there are ways to help.
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there aare?
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Yes. Make sure you remember the people around you, and remind yourself of who you are.
Don't ever forget that, hold strongly to it. You will blame yourself, but you should remember that you can forgive yourself too. It doesn't mean you stop feeling awful about it.
But in that, you can find some peace.
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i'll do my best
[right now it's hard to think of anything but what he's done but... maybe, with some time...]
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For now, you should make sure to rest as much as you can. It isn't something you need to worry yourself with, know that. We'd rather have you here alive.
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but i'm here
[And that has to count for something, doesn't it?]
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[ something candid. ]
I won't interrupt your rest any longer, you need all that you can get. But do prod me if you need anything.
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